Graduation~!

On the taxi with my new MP3,I'm on my way to Meritius Mandarin Orchard Hotel with my Mom and sis,I was at the hallway,waiting for Quinny and YangWen,as usual late but I never know she would be late for her grad!She had asked me to give her a call earlier, I gave her a msg and called her but she didn't answer which means...she is still asleep.Called her at the lift lobby,she was still at her house carpark. Oh dear..when will she ever reach,its our big day! After an hour or so,she 's finally here. Me,Quin went up first,loads of people were there already,we got ouirselves ready with the grad costume,we went around taking loads of pics,then came along MengNa,Rima and Trinh,we were all there!

Loads of poeple,we went thru all the boring speeches,went to smoke and finally got up stage..Hee..smile and a pic taken,we were all having a rumbling stomachs,hunger has taken us..we waited so long with no breakfast and food,just to go for the truch thingy.Yum..food..water adn we dug into everything we find there,I saw Esther and we chatted and ate.Then we went strolling around Orchard,sat down and talked..I enjoyed talking to her,she's a nice gal,ya know.After that,I'm so tired and gotta go home and rest,there my big day with a small ending haha...!!

Can't stop thinking...

It has been raining for so many days and still ongoing, it makes me become so sluggish. Yeap, had just gotten my pay, $184 for tuitioning the Korean kids. First tuition salary, I think I wanna get myself a MP3 player, wanting to get a PMP but I think I couldn't afford it, not so but just couldn't bear to fork out so much for the player, although I find it quite useful, can watch break vids, listen to songs, store my files and so on..maybe that shall just be a plan first until the prices get down abit. Well, yesterday, went for session, boring and lethargic due to the weather, didn't break much and thus wasted my time there. So down there just talking to Jaws about crappy stuffs.

I know I shouldn't talk much personal here, but I just can't stop thinking about him, I have gradually slowed down but a dream that I had makes me yearn for him again. That is such a torture, I think my heart's upside down, like he said before : " I really don't know what my heart is thinking right now." And I know the happy moments that we had may become memories.

I guess I got better...ya

Heyo,was spending much time with my babies today, cleaned their cages, walked around and watched the shows that I 'd recorded. A day just passed in this way, had wanted to go take some pics for my proj but was lazy haha...and time passed too quickly and I realized it's my breakin time again, therefore plans to go take the pics were flopped. Session today was boring too, blacks around and the heavy smoking nearly got me and Jaws suffocated. Everyone (that includes Aaron, Alex and Treb) were breaking hard, me and Jaws, still the same, breaking at our own pace. Seh liang really amazed me coz he improved so much and his gainers and flips were so high. I think I must really catch up on them but I know it will be difficult, I lack the strength and energy...what consoled me today was I got a round of headdrill and ended with a side freeze. Just do it, no other thoughts and u can just maintain the posture u need was the slogan, relax and just go at it! Well..anyway, I'm lucky that, that "someone" did'nt break today and my moods are better..and I can break more. I think I'm getting over him soon..while waiting for my Hiro to come back, missed him.

Tomorrow, maybe..maybe I'll go take some pics if I have the time, I hope so, gotta go work after that. Oh, and I just bought a dragon pendant at Perlini's silver, caught my eyes at the first sight and did'nt know whether to get a cross or the pendant, in the end, I got the dragon pendant, both of them are just so attractive, I'm gonna wear it tomorrow. Bboy Cool's pc was down, mother board got burned and to fix it, he has to fork out a nice RMB 850, oh wow, few days of my wages. I still wondered how that "talk the talk, walk the walk" came about? Who invented that anyway? Doesn't make sense to me..till then, I have to go to bed, getting sleepy and I miss Bboy Cool!Lotsa of love for him!Peace out!

Better...?

Today was quite a busy day for me, went to tuition my students in the morning and the evening. I really enjoy teaching and guiding my Hankook students, Hyun Joon and Hyun Tae, they are cute, sporty and active, they make my day. To say, Hankook kids are definitely more hardworking than those singaporean spoilt brats(they only want to improve without having do any homework). As for the Hankook kids like Hyun Joon and Hyun Tae, they study real hard, juggling between Korean and English as well as Chinese, not to say, music and Taekwondo lessons. To me, they are amazingly cool, they joke with me too, its fortunate that my Han O is still okay, I gotta read their books and comics, think I'm gonna miss them when they go back to Hankook next year. Keep it up, Hyun Joon and Hyun Tae, nan, seonsaeng nim iga, sarang hantagu!

I didn't go break today, Jaws told me no one was at the ESPL, guess FTC went practising somewhere else for the SAJC performance. Good luck, guys! Two days have passed, I think I'm feeling better now not seeing that "someone". Time heals everything. I think I'll just forget about him.

After coming home from tutelage at AMK, bought wood shavings too, I stayed up to watch BOTY 2004, I still very much like the way Bruce Lee, Sang Kyu breaks, after all, he's the bboy in Gambler that I like most besides the rest. Tomorrow, I'm going to break till I drop coz I won't be breaking this Sat and Sun.

Can't tell why I didn't have the strength to break today, maybe I ate too much or "something". Before session, I met my classmate for a trip to Parkview Square for the architectural analysis, I was so glad I got in touch with Architectural again, I admit I never did well for this architectural course thingy but I still do have passion for it, this time it is for my Arts project for 'Arts and the World' module, I have done well for this module I think, but not for the test as my friend borrowed my book and I couln't revise for it. And that building we visited has a blend of post-modernism and modernism, with a taste of Greek, didn't bring my digicam so all the while was unable to take down what I had seen, too bad, gotta make a trip back again for the pics. Another building that we saw was the Gateway building, at some angles, it really seem like a card pasted onto the sky, its just so flat...amazing,this architect might have gotten his idea from playing with a card I guess.

Well, back to breaking, I felt so weak just now I couldn't concentrate much, I felt useless, and awkward in front of the person I have feelings for whom I knew since last time. I just turned away and try to keep myself from thinking as I break. I practised my drills and 1990s which I'm still unable to control my legs to whip hard. Why...? I missed the days ,me Jaws and Bear used to break so hard and not feeling tired, all the people around me seem to have improved a lot and I'm still at that level, of course I do not even dare mention that I have break for 2 years, though I had breaks in between because of work and studies. Disappointed at my breaking level, and also for not being able to make myself improve...once again, I havent got a chance to talk to Cool, he wasn't on today, hope to see him tomorrow.

Thanks Wei and Auntie Lim for the bears they bought for my Birthday!Bears are an all time favorite for me and if any guy who ever buy me a bear, I think I would marry him.

Penny for thoughts..

Today is another day I spent lazing on the bed and finished watching all the shows I have recorded,then off to the computer again reading mails and so on...my eyes were darn tired and I think I can close my eyes while typing this out.Again,today's session was dull and I had spent almost all my time practising my drills,not much improvement for now I can say..damn sad and disappointing.Nothing's been working well for me all this while,whether breaking or personal.I can't do some of the moves although I kept practising,maybe I'm not cut out for such things or its probably not in my genes..help given or not I still can't control my legs well.Sometimes I may think that I have little guts to do some of the moves,but I just can't overcome it.What should I do?

Personally,I've been bothered with something but it's really hard to say it out.My heart's wrenching with pain and sadness no one can tell.Who can help me this time round?God..maybe,I just hope He will give me his blessings.

Moodiness has taken me...

Its me again,tired and down(extremely moody in my heart)..my whole body is aching from practising the basics,I know that can really improve my strength and I should and will continue to do that.I guess nobody in this whole damn world knows what I'm thinking abt and its pretty sad because of "something".Today's my birthday and I had received many blessings from my ex classmates,best friends from TMC.They are probably the best bunch of friends I have had since school last year,tho all the times they were crappy,rich and never snobbish.We've been trying to find a chance to get together but it seems that its just so hard,still we will never stop trying to reach a conclusion to when we are going to gather..never give up. Last saturday,I think I've seen some improvement in my head drills,not bad at least now I can spin 3/4 rounds to a side freeze,will try harder today. I miss talking to my bboy cool and soon if I'm not tired,I will go talk to him.

Tired and drained of my motivation to break..

I have nv been so down and unmotivated to break nowadays,probably its due to something...Nothing is improving and I guess I just have to perk up.Every session is just so dull and boring..today's session was ever so dull again,only two chinese,me and Lester,and all the rest were blacks,as usual,the music was tampered by them(forward,backward..) Wee te soon came along and did airchairs in his grad robe haha...extremely funny. Anyway, think I gotta work on my basics and somemore footworks,been commented by Lester..so gotta save my pride and really have to work at it. The end.

Where are they?

Been wondering what my crewmates have been doing nowadays?They seem to be missing..